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Quest Journals are an opportunity for Shifters to share and document their own unfolding spiritual journey as part of the collective shift in consciousness. Personal introspections, visions and intentions, local Shiftivism adventures, community updates, dream journals, personal creations, art, poetry, music, videos, and more. This is a space for us to practice gonzo journalism and creating conscious media.

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Am I Awake?

I am going to use this first post to introduce Jaclyn… I feel as though I was very awake as a child.  I had a very vivid imagination, I was smart, insightful, and always questioned the authority of adults and their “system” because it didn’t seem to fit.  I often had dreams and interacted with what I now think were spirit guides, angels, ghosts, or just entities without a physical body.  I feel I was more in touch with the higher realms and more sensitive to their power.

I grew up in a southern Catholic household, so you can imagine my family was always very religious and traditional.  I was discouraged from ever venturing outside of what was expected, especially when it came to subjects that questioned the authority of “God” and the Bible.  Talking about any of the “New Age” concepts and information or tools like tarot cards and Ouija boards or using words like the “third eye” was considered evil.  I grew up living in a reality where if I “sinned” I would go to a place called Hell.  If my mind ever wondered away from Jesus or God I was doomed to fire and brimstone for all eternity.  The thought of reincarnation or realities outside of religion was forbidden.  I lived in what I still think of as a prison where diverse thoughts are forbidden and thinking with your own mind was considered evil.  I was taught that you must be obedient and asleep.

I was conditioned to think The System was all there was.  The Matrix was only a movie.  Fairy tales aren’t real.  What you see is what you get-- I knew deep inside none of that was true.  I was always attracted to stories pertaining to fantasy and what people call “fiction” because THIS reality wasn’t real.  I always knew that something wasn’t right.  I always knew there was something more…

I started working for a big oil company a few years back.  My family was so proud that I got that corporate job everyone wants to have.  I was going to be successful.  I was going to be an integral part of The System.  I was going to go down that path that everyone said was such an eminent conduit to life.  The path of life….  For whom exactly?  I started realizing that I no longer had control of the reins.  I was blindfolded, going somewhere… and I had no idea how I got there.  Was I asleep??

I really started waking up once I realized I no longer had control and wondered how long it had been since I lost it.  I started researching and finding out so many aspects of life that had been kept from me all these years.  There was so much information that it was almost too much to bear.  I needed to look within myself.  I started avoiding the subjects of negativity and separation and started promoting more love.  I started meditating, doing yoga, and eating a cleaner diet.  I have not mastered these yet, but it is a work in progress. 

So, am I awake?  Am I awake within this dream and know that I am in this dream awake to the reality of the dream?  I have had dreams, I had had my dreams crushed, I have been in a nightmare, and I have realized that I have been creating this dream even when I was “asleep” in the dream.  I realize that there does not have to be an explanation for everything.  Things just are.  We can just be.  There is no normal and there is no such thing as time.  These petty thoughts are just reflections of the human slave, not the infinite soul within this human vessel that I was slowly discovering.

The part I am still trying to figure out is how to take on all the information I have tapped into and all the portals I have opened for myself and make it MY reality.  Be the change I want to see in the world.  Have no expectations.  Learn how to just be.  Determine how to manifest my own reality.  I am still a part of the old system, and I know what I need to do.  I am still shaking off that fear we all know isn’t real.  I have not had any many experiences that would be considered metaphysical, but I have always had this sense of knowing.  And the more I uncover, the more I realize how much I already know.

I am so fortunate to have stumbled across one of Brendon’s interviews.  I had been watching BridgET Nielsen’s YouTube channel and it suggested that I check it out.  Now I am here, manifesting my reality with this group of wonderful souls.  Thank you for the opportunity to share my story.  I would love to share some of my poetry here as well.

Namaste and much love from Texas! 

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  • I think that you are right on track, with having no expectations, and just being. If this helps, part of my journey has been to let go of ALL belief structures. Have thoughts and ideas, be open to the truths in different ideologies, but I don't hold onto one specific ideology. I'm open to anything and everything. When I started seeing the Universe in this way, the matrix started opening up and revealing itself to me.
    • Hey Cristina!  Yes, I too have decided to let go of all belief systems (BS lol) and labels.  I feel like I have been labelled my entire life and I am just ready to be me!  I have also noticed that the more I am in tune with the universe , the more I can see too :)  Thank you for your comforting words!!

  • Waking is up is an amazing process!  Namaste to you, lovely one!  I do hope I get to read some of your poetry as well!  I have over the past three years in particular, embraced my gift as a clairsentient.  It has been such a journey.   I too, have seen and sensed beings, entities, as you called them.   But as an empath and clairconsentient when I touch something or someone- I get flashes.  I can sense where they have been what they have felt- so intensely that it's like being there myself and experiencing it.  This used to be very overwhelming, but the Universe sent me a wise teacher- someone who taught me to harness this and use it to help others and heal.  I have been learning about DNA upgrades and activations, and other abilities are coming fast now as well.  One of the most powerful phrases I ever read was simple and profound: "I create my reality."  May you always have the day you deserve, my dear!  I look forward to connecting more with you and other awesome Paradigm Shifters on here!  What a  cool site!

    • Hey Julia!  Thank you for the kind words and Namaste to you as well!!  That sounds very exciting to be clairsentient.  I think I have always felt the energy of others.  When I meet someone for the first time or even in normal conversations with friends, I will somehow read the other person's feelings and sort of work off of that during the conversation.  Or if someone is feeling a certain way, I find myself reflecting their feelings.  It is all very confusing sometimes.  I will be so upset and I wont even know why!  I guess I have always been very sensitive.  I would love to explore this further so any tips you can give me to point me in the right direction would be much appreciated. :)  Glad that we were able to connect on this site! <3

  • Sounds like you are an empath!  It's important to learn not to absorb others feelings- yes, you will sense them, but need a barrier so they don't rub off.  There are lots of things you can do that will help- for me, I do daily clearings for myself fist thing in the morning usually as the sun is coming up.  Nothing too complicated just some breathing exercises and body scanning.  Not sure if you have heard about energy implants?!  NOT good!  Other beings can and do sometimes try to implant feelings, thoughts, etc that are not our own.  So just starting out with a good meditation and cleansing is awesome.  I put on you tube the Solfeggio frequencies a lot- usually 528 Hz.  If you are having any fear, anger or negative emotions you can do 396 Hz to help release that.  Those specific frequencies help raise our own vibration and also help in clearing any negative energy.   I have a meditation that I love and as I scan my body I say it with the breathing- " I am breathing in the loving  nurturing, healing aspects of Mother Earth.  With each breath I am more at peace and fill with light.  I exhale and release any and all negative thoughts, emotions, memories, or blockages from my being and let go of anything that does not serve my highest heartsmind.  I give back to Mother Earth this energy to be recycled, restored, and reused for the greater good."  Because I do energy work with others as part of my path, there is a constant need for grounding, especially when acting as a medium or channel- receiving a message for another, etc.  If you ever just have a ton of brain fog or feel unfocused, scattered...  that can be a sign that you may need to get grounded.  Obsidian is an excellent grounding stone to hold in your hand or keep in your pocket/purse.  Eating some nuts, getting your bare feet in the grass or dirt also will help with grounding.  These are things that I have done that have really helped me continue to stay centered, and to regain balance when I feel a little off kilter.  I look forward to connecting again!  Namaste.  Julia

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